'I Want You'
-Fefe Dobson
In April of 2008 I was serving on the downward slope of my mission in Valdosta, GA. I always enjoyed General Conference a heck of a lot more on my mission than I remembered before my mission. Heck I always seemed to stay awake for the whole thing. Maybe that was out of fear that the members would catch me snoozing and think of me as a bad missionary (I had weird issues like that on the mission, which made me super alert to not disappoint the local members.) Well back to the main point...
So there I am being all missionary like and Bishop David H. Burton get's up to give his talk. Now I have always been a fan of his talks for some unknown reason that I have yet to understand. (I'm still trying to figure it out.) He gave a very stirring talk entitled,
And Who Is My Neighbor? I was hit hard by the humanitarian service spoken of. I have always been a fan of humanitarian efforts, even though all I have ever done is donations and prayers. The moment I heard that talk I knew that I wanted to go and somehow after the mission do some sort of volunteer work. Heck I even dreamed of being all
Doctors Without Borders like. (That was a dream of mine as a kid.) I remembered sending in my weekly email how much I wanted to do such work.
Fast forward to after mission: I came into contact with an organization that is not affiliated with the L.D.S. church but had a high member involvement rate. Heck one of my friends in Reno traveled to Taiwan while I was on my mission to teach for a few months through that program. (
International Language Program) I contacted them about my options to assists and volunteer and got super stoked. However due to several factors I had to decided against going through with it. However the moment I heard that talk in Valdosta, GA still stuck with me...
Fast forward to now and few months ago: I still dabbled with the idea to volunteer but had no idea of a great opportunity. That is about the time I was called into FHE and Activities chairmanship (I call it) and so was
Rachel Martel.
I don't even remember how it came up (must have been some old
root beer involved) but she expressed how she would love to do a volunteer program too and how she had been reading into a few programs. During this time I also was mulling over the option to apply to
A.I. of Las Vegas. Rachel soon informs me that she had found a program where they will assist the people of Nepal for about a week or two. This is where this blogs title comes from (look above). I mulled it over again and thought cool. Well I decided to start my school application process and go that way. Well even though I worked on my scholarship this past week over the month of Feb I still thought about that talk once and many times again.
Here I am... A program I can apply to for my photography which will book 3 years of my life, and applying for a 1-2 week long volunteer service in Nepal from late October to early November (10/29/10 - 11/07/10 not including flights). The service would take a few days of class out of me if I do get accepted so what a predicament huh? I know the right path will reveal it self. (I may have to take a leap first). Man Alive why do this to me you friends and leaders of the church and divine inspirationers (my word)?
Thanks for many more decisions. Heck watch I meet some girl in the next few months. Just my luck. LOL.
PS: I realize and have been told I have too many plans and ideas running in my head and thus the reason why I have not really revealed this with anyone till now. So I appreciate not being told that again.
'Here Before'
-Lissie
-Gawdun